Only that

Only that there were tears.

Only that quietness and emptiness fitted together like stacked spoons.

Only that there was a snuffing in hallows at the base of lovely throat.

Only that a hard honey colored shoulder had a semi circle of teethmarks on it.

Only that they held each other close long after it was over.

Only that what they shared that might was not happiness, but hideous grief.

Only that once again they broke the love laws.

That lay down who should be loved.

And how…And How much……

No lose……?

There is no time to lose,

I heard her say,

Cash your dreams before.

They slip away.

Dying All the time.

Lose your dreams and you

Will lose your mind.

?…………….Baat kare

Khuda ka jikr kare, ya tumhare bat kare.

Hame to isnq se matlab , kisi ki bat kare.

Gulon ke rang se, khusbhu se hai gardi humko.

Chaman kho jaye to, kuch tajgi ki bat kare.

Tumhare baju me sabrmand v hai, sekh v hai.

Piye sarab v to nek badi ki baat kare.

Humriste tum v nahi ho, hum v nahi hai.

Hum insan hai to fir insan ki baat kare.

Matter of Life

A man need not Grow tall and fat like a tree to be good and perfect. Nor he needs a long life like an oak that stands for three hundred years and falls shrunk, shriveled and bald.

            A lily blooms only for a day in the month of May. It looks beautiful. It brings Joy to all who look at it. Indeed one can be perfect even thought our has a small, frail body and lives a short life. There is no doubt that it does not matter how long we live. All that matter is the way we live. Our achievements depend on our actions.

            “ Choti se girne se adhik chot lagti hai.

            Asthi to jud jati hai par pira man ko sulgati hai.

            Eska arth ya v nahi ki.

            Choti par chadhne ki chunoti ko na mane,

            Eska arth yeh v nahi ki,

            Paristhithi par vijay pane kin a thane.”

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Life is a dream, a delicion, whereas

Death is the truth, and nacked reality.

            Man only loves charities and gifts and forgets the divine donor the true Lord.

Because he has conveniently forgotten the reality of death.

            Overtaken by spell of sensual attractions and pleasured, one seeks only materials benefits and worldly luxuries. Thus we remain deprive of the bliss and aura of divine.

            ‘Remembrance of death is only safe-guard.’

From Guru-Granth Sahib-

“Bol na Janay maya mad mata

Merna cheet na aavay.”

            Totally intoxicated with the wine of maya, a mortal completely forget death and does not know what he talks about.

            Breath are countless and with every passing day thousands of these valuable breaths are wasted in impermanent attachment to this body and life. Attachment to this perishable body composed five element is futile and vain.

                        “paanch tat ke tan rachio, Jano chatar sujan.

                        Jeh te upjio Nanaka, Leen tahin meh maan.”

            The perishable body is composed of the five elements, ether, air, fire, water and earth.

            These five elements disintegrate and dissolve after death. Then why not remain anchovies in the immortal ‘Jot’, turned with the Lord? A wise differentiation between matter and spirit is a must. Only then the link of Jot with the param jot is established and bliss experienced.

            “To be a man to give, not take to serve, not rule, to nourish, not devour to help, not crush, if need to die, not live.”

Dealing with our desires

We take birth with desires, which sages say where incomplete in past lives. Until the time those desires are fulfilled, we have a constant ache for them. And, if the desires are very deep-rooted and desperate (vaasanas), it spoils our peace of mind and creates a lot of negative Karma. So, we have to handle desires in a very mature manner. If they are easily attainable, we should of course go ahead and fulfils them.

            But, if they seen impossible, we should work for it yet surrender to GOD. Because, we with our limited mental outlook, do not know if fulfilling a particular desire is good for us or not, Only God, the All-knowing, knows that.

            So, if we have leaved it to him, we are saved from pain. For example, if we want to go on holiday and our destiny and karma do not allow it and we force the issue, chances are that we might meet with accident or theft. Sometimes people pray so desperately for a child and sometimes when they do got one, that child breaks their hearts, where as if we surrender to God’s will, negative karma would not accrue to us.

            The BHAGVAD GEETA states that any devotes going to god with a desire, whether it is money, health or God himself, is granted these wishes because ultimately the devotee will come to GOD to ask for freedom from death and re-birth. So long as desire is within us, we will never attain enlightment because for that we need to be totally cleared inside. If we keep calling out to God and are attuned to Him constantly. He will let us know whether a particular desire is worth fulfilling or not. Also when we leave things in his hands circumstances happen in such a manners that we receives an answer from him. Desire actually hampers us attaining God. So, next time we have a desire we should do our best to attain it in a proper manner.

            But if it isn’t happening despite everything, let us understand and let go.

With my wings of faithThis heart will learn to flyKeep your windows
open
Let this love come inside
With your hands in mine
This life will
pass me by
Eternity to sleep in peace
Yet no time for goodbyes

Fly
me to the moon
Sing for me your lullaby
Mirror would lie your
beauty
Simply look in my eye
With my will to dream
These nightmares
would cry
Hear voices my love
Its time for me to die

_I love you but you love her.
You give her flowers
while you give me
thorns.
You know I'm hurting inside
but you didn't care.
After all I'm
just your nobody,
and she's your everything...

If one day you feel like crying ....................

Call me .........

I don’t promise you that .............

I will make you laugh

But I can cry with you.....

If  one day you want to run away –

Don’t be afraid to call me.

I don’t promise to ask you to stop,

But I can run with you.

If one day you don’t want to listen to

Anybody;

Call me and .........

I promise to be very quiet.

But ................

If one day you call and there is no answer ............. 

Come fast to see me .............

Perhaps I need you .............